It will never be change

It will never be change, I'm a person who think TOO much

It will never be change, I'm a impulsive person

It will never be change, I'm a emotional person

It will never be change, I'm not easily compromise

It will never be change, I'm so sensitive and no hesitate to confront with you

It will never be change, I'm so into you and wanted to put you in my pocket

It will never be change, I need support physically and psychologically from my love one

It will never be change, never ever be change..... I'm still me, myself...

Have I ruin everything arround me? or, Just ruining myself?

My heart so empty... where is the love?

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  1. Miss YJuly 31, 2009 at 12:39 AM

    love is in ur hand..open it..and u will found love there...

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