Rules Exist to be Broken

The disease of H1N1 have phobia all of us, except me. =P I don't know why I don't really so afraid of these disease and disaster.... I know that actually danger is actually exist and arround us, living with us daily but just they are not active and was sleeping. Tsunami, earthquake, H1N1, SARS...etc.. all are angry creatures, they have live just like human, but they don't have a "bentuk" so we don't see them by eyes. They angry human destroying the environment? The increase of human population doesn't bring benefits but ruining their habitat so they take revenge on us? hahah! I wonder... Sometimes, I really hope that I can see and experienced Tsunami. It was once for a lifetime! ahahaah.. sorry frens, for u all who afraid of these. Yesterday, MPP told us that there are 2 cases of infection H1N1 in UMS, and urge us to wear mask in the campus, also the campus dean will have dicussion with minister of health to talk about closing UMS is necessary or not. We

It will never be change, I'm a person who think TOO much It will never be change, I'm a impulsive person It will never be change, I'm a emotional person It will never be change, I'm not easily compromise It will never be change, I'm so sensitive and no hesitate to confront with you It will never be change, I'm so into you and wanted to put you in my pocket It will never be change, I need support physically and psychologically from my love one It will never be change, never ever be change..... I'm still me, myself... Have I ruin everything arround me? or, Just ruining myself? My heart so empty... where is the love?

Well, gotta say that lastnight is terribly hot... It makes me can't sleep well the whole night, I just know that i got wake up, because I have kick my hp again drop to the downstair bed.. Hahaha.. omg.. then I'm so blur because I am very tired already, I climb down from the stair and pick up the hp put on table (thank god I din fall down from double decker bed). Until this morning, I feel like I'm like sick, got fever abit... But actually ... hm... yeah, not feeling well but it's a monthly routine... XD Recently, a friend always saying a word to me, HYPOCRITE. It measn that a person could act like he agree u but in fact he disagree, or, a simple one, he actually dislike that person but he might think of his benefits between he and you so he act like he likes you and being good with you. That's what I understand about hypocrite. I was thinking about this behaviour lately, I found out, it was like.. can't be abstain in our daily life.

It is the second I’ve been living back in KgE, as before I have complaint that another temporary roommate she quite weird and annoy, but finally she is my “gui ren” hahah.. Because the lovely Tuesday morning, I have class only in the afternoon so I have a enough sleep on that day. While I’m surfing the internet to check the appeal result ( cuz according to the unit perumahan 21st july supposed to be the day that release result or perhaps will be delay to the next 2 days) in the SMP but then it’s still show me “tiada maklumat anda”. So, I was like…. Frustrated. Somemore, my another fren who also din get sms me told me that he had went to anjung and the officer told him result have been delayed to next Monday. So, I was like, SO SAD… Then, my “roommate” came back so I asked her did u check ur result? As I was just trying to find some common topics to tok to her to reduce my frustration.. hahaah.. Oh well, she provided me a very useful info that is in the afternoon the in charge

Yesterday, I have moved into KgE illegally. The day before I came, I was full with expect, expect it will be more better than in KF. hahaha.. so, I was so semangat to take 2 big pack of heavy stuff walked to the bustop. It's a quite lucky day for me to wait for bus. After I was in KgE, my friend help me clean the room, and actually, just.. I'm not that biasa in a strange place. Somemore not all my stuff have bring here, especially my beloved kettle, I need water to survive! make drinks and cook maggi mee~ But, I have planned it all, I will be back to KF in Tuesday morning time to take some other stuff. But then, taking a kettle is really a big thing... hahaha.. ppl know u r moving.. My title is awful day... so far, din see anything awful right? LOL, every storm happen after a sunny day. Oh ya, yesterday School of Social Sciences have proudly invited Prof. Dr. Chandran Muzaffar from USM who studied politics science came to our grand BMU to give us a speech about " The cha

While on the way from KF to UMS, I was looking at the pass by scenery. Memory flash back to the year before I entered UMS. The year 2008, I was just finished STPM and got a job from jewellery shop- DeGem in Bangsar, and my wish and prays for everyday was I hope I can earn as much money as I can and get into any local university I can. And then, when I get the offer letter from UMS, I'm so absolute excited! but then, my dad said it's too far and need to pay for flight so he decided not to send me here. And, we have family talks over and over again, I know it will be a burden that if I get UUM I have just need to buy bus ticket with a few ten ringgit instead of a few hundreds of ringgit. Eventually, he have nodded his head. Yeaa huu~ the 1st day and 1st week and 1st month and even 1st sem was so adventurous for me. Get to know new frens~ Get to know new rules~ Get to know how to wash clothes without washing machine~ Get to survive in a new place that without Neway Ktv and

So sad… I’ve been told that keputusan rayuan has been delayed to 21st July. And today, I was quite surprise with my patient, hahaha! I went to library first, to photocopy all the documents for me to do appeal. Then, I was quite lucky to met my previous housemate she told me that her friend’s room got 1 empty place and her friend was at library too. She gave me her room number immediately. I was, Yeah! Hopefully that room really empty and HEP will pity me and give me that place. Actually, I’m going to print out the letter as yesterday I met a MPP he told me better u provide HEP a particular room number so that easily for them to give u chance to get back the residence there. And, my housemate was give me the important info before I print out the letter that without room number! Thanks Poh Ling! So sad again… my dear have works to do with his gang, so he has to stay in hostel… Ok la, it’s in my expectation before come back to UMS because everybody are starting to be busy. But

no wardrobe in the room so, have to bought a simple stand to hang clothes in Giant hahaha! RM25 only lerr.. Ok bah.. Hehehe... My maid is doing my bed for me.. Em.. as u can see the tilam is very thin liao... before we put bedsheet we have to fold our blanket and what so ever soft but thick stuff to make it less uncomfortable ... It is quite late to clean the room ad.. btw this single room actually not that bad as i expected. quite spacecious for one person to live. Small and tidy.. In here, I really have to thanks the fren who given me this room to stay for temporary during I wait for my appeal result. Also, thanks for another fren who had help me so so so much regarding to my "dorm issue", cuz I really dun know how am I supposed to stay since I dont want to bother fren in KG to squeeze with them in 1 small tiny bed. But then I still have to bother this fren to help me get a room outside campus. Just, now, the only problem is I have no transport to go to campus since I