有心没心

每一次都问我几时回来
每一次我都有给确实答复
甚至才一个星期或几天前才联络
我也有说是几时回来

是真的那么忙吗？不记得
还是...？
如果那么在意我回来了有没有通知的话
那是不是在分开的其中时候也应该改有时候联络呢？
我也是有错，因为我也没有做主动联络
大家各自忙各自的
我也没有自动去说几时会回来
但是，都有问了是不是应该要留个心，记住呢？

干嘛每次都说我回来没有说
要报告？
唉...我不知道.... 
我只是有感觉到，有距离了...
我并不是那种会打锣打鼓
说自己回来了的人
Im just a nobody..

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