Rules Exist to be Broken

It's kinda stress and feel like everything is not right in ma life, and it's not merely me, and also my 2 others roommates.. haha! So, we were saying wanna go island, we talk talk then I thought is just talk, coz I also worried about if go island then will spend alotz.. hahaha~ But then, because of the bazaar food again, make me stomachache in the early morning of 5am, I was so frustrated.... And then, in the 7am, my roommates were talking and wake me up, they said, " Sumandak! bagun lar, mau pigi pulau ni..." I was like.. "wat?!" firstly, I was thinking I dunwan go lar, not feeling well and tight budget somemore... ehehehe... but then, when still got 15mins b4 they depart, OK! I make up my mind, just go lar~! have fun~~ though its just the 3 gals of us.. ahahahah!   The only bad thing is the guy we ask for rent car, we already deal with him that we rent for 1 hour in the morning that he will send us to Jesselton Point, and then come pick us up at 4pm, Ok,

This semester have been very harsh to me, many problems comes to me 1 by 1... I hardly control my emotion, very hard... easily affected by things happen to me. Talk to many friends... giving the same advice. For me, I was not think the same way. Now, I realize I was protected when I'm with my family, and my friends.. But now, I'm somewhere without them, only thing I can do is talk to them through phone call and I will not tell them how harsh I am in here.. Not really don't want them worry about me, just don't want them... hm.. worry? haha.. I also not sure liao... maybe lorr.. I think mainly is, don't want them say me sometimes just need comfort and encourages.. I love you, my mum, my dad, my Mickey, my Cooper... Miss u all very much.. I don't know what I am doing now is it correct. I just think I don't want to regret..  Mum, if u see this come and scold me.. ><

My one week holiday end today tomorrow will start busy again... ><> my assignments still in progress, then... other stuff still pending.. Don't understand why so many translation to do in this semester huh? by the way, I'm very poor liao... OMG.. I totally pk liao... But I'm so wanted to have a far trip to visit natures.. So, this sem break I have just sleep enough enough and watch drama enough enough.. and then settle things with someone very thoroughly.. and hope that will bring us to another level. Ohya, the only thing I have done in this week, I went to see Taekwondo Sabah Open and found someone who love piano, perhaps, music notes too.. hehehe! Well, my roommate ar, one of them went back to hometown then another one surprisingly, she stay in room to study for midterm and do assignment. LOLxx~ wat a miracle... coz she's the one who are very social one... Anyhow, I just know the cruelty truth, that is I have to be very very econ

长辈常说，你怎么对待别人，别人就怎么对待你。现实社会永远不用这一套，真心对待但绝不傻傻的付出，不要盲目，不要以为你付出了什么，就要别人也能用同等心来对待你。刚刚，我才告诉一个朋友，就把朋友关系也看成恋人关系吧。当缘分来时，大家志同道合，就像是两条平行线交错，然后成为朋友、恋人。当缘分不再时，大家性格不合分开咯。对我来讲，远距离的朋友更能交心，而靠近的朋友就应该保持距离，以免有摩擦，也是有位朋友说的。让我突然觉悟，对啊～朋友再怎么好，也不一定必要完全接受及包容你的缺点，道理更男女朋友关系是一样的。因为，没有人是完美的，那么，我们也有权利远离不好的，过去了，就让他过去咯。 前几天，我还因为此事满不开心的，因为他的态度真的不好，我们之间并没有什么摩擦，但是就是我觉的很有压力，彼此处事与看法慢慢拉远了，大家追求的不一样了。我不想因为不想失去他而一直处于卑微，可能，在他心里是生气我，为什么好像突然离他而去。但是，只可以说，他变得越来越不像当初我认识的那个他。我还记得，他把头转过去那一幕。心疼... ... 或许，只因为我太傻，时常被人利用还不清醒。最后，当发现了，反抗，换来的是我的不对。 不执着... 不执着.... 现在又开始雨季了，我喜欢这样的季节。愿我俩细水长流... ... ...

Today supposed to have class, but due to H1N1 the class has been canceled. I was so free and so I went to see my lecturer in the afternoon whereby he is also my mentor. Well, first and first he automatically talk to me in English and then ask result then ask where you from, which one is your highschool....etc... I'm glad to have him as my mentor, not that stress, =P compare to Y***d, haha! If you know me well you know who am I mentioned. Because he seems like just interested in one person, em.. one of my mate. Always... when he saw me he sure ask where is she.. hahaha ALright, back to my topic, I was thinking should I go for thesis or practical? Initially I thought I'm going for practical, because I think it's hard to get a job other than job in government department which I'm studying International Relations, so I decide to try for practical before I graduate. But then, my mentor said that you have an advantage to get into some big company, such as my senior whom gradu

Things comes and go, people comes and go, relationships comes and go, life comes and go... Many things comes and leave us a trace or... memories... This semester is a heavy one for me, (XD in fact every new semester is heavy for me ><), nolar, this semester we touch more and more about my programme--- International Relations. Its going narrow down to be more and more politics which I don't like. Hm.. somehow, just take it as a compulsory subject and must score well lor... wat to do.. change course very susah and every course also susah.. So, I'm a orang yang susah, hahahaah~ Anyhow, the sun still shining and the earth still center on the sun and the moon everynight also smile to the earth. So do I, though not happy everyday, but somehow the time and day will never wait for you.I got my groupmates and many many mates... new roommate! They are 2 bumi 2 of them are talketive both can understand mandarin, but 1 of them very good can even speak well.. hehehe.. Its good to have